Time for a change~

Well I've been driving myself crazy all week.....

I'm not happy with the look I see when I look in the mirror ~ So I texted Marie early this week and told her that I need a change, something, an uplifting experience......
Now, I hate when I do this to myself, but on the other hand I want to be honest with myself and make improvements for myself to make "ME" happy !!!!! I am my worst enemy and when I see things that need change, then I must do......what I must do.......

So here I sit in Ft. Lauderdale with my pal, my hair stylist "Marie" as we looked through the mags....and I pointed out "Jennifer Aniston" look ...... so we shall do this process slowly and come to the correct look for ME!!!!

Sweet things and experiences in my life ~

August 13, 2009 Over~Whelming Joy.....

I started my day as usual....

Waking up and looking at the time on my phone and dreading the anticipation of rolling the covers from my warm comfy bed off to one side so I shall oh so gracefully get myself out of bed and down the stairs to make my first cup of coffee....and so I did ~



As I push my first stretcher down the long hospital corridor for my first job of the day, thoughts are running through my mind....the thoughts are short lived as I prepare myself to enter a patients room and introduce myself, prepare the patient for her journey.....as I enter the elevator and proceed to the destination, I can feel the vibration of my cell phone in my pocket of my blue scrubs (have to have it on silent in the hospital)

As I lift it out of my pocket, I see that I have missed 3 calls from Chanelly 7:28am, 7:34am and 7:46am, then I get a text "7:31am Give me a call" "Check your mail and call me" ~



My heart is pumping, some what worried but with the worries from being a Mom ~ but as I opened my mail and on the subject line read "Big news!!!!" My heart was racing.......

The picture came up "Clear Blue" 2 pink lines.....my eyes filled with tears and a burst of joy and excitement came over me......

I walked as fast as I could to get back to my office as tears ran down my face with pure happiness....people asking me, if I was "OK" and I replied "Oh Yes, I am OK with a smile"~

I called Chanelly and my heart was wanting to come out of my body.....I told her congratulations and how happy I was for her.....I also apologized that I didn't answer my phone......LOL



Javi and I have been waiting....and wanting this day~

Words can't even explain the joy, happiness and feelings of love that we are feeling at this moment~ we welcome and look forward to our new journey with Chanel & Drew.....



Oh....The Sweet Things In My Life ~